Letters to God - B

Dear Abba Father,

Lord, as I mediate on you - I see how BEAUTIFUL you are.  Beautiful in your thoughts towards me.  Beautifully loving me through every moment of every day.  My eyes behold the beauty surrounding me - grandchildren laughing and playing, my children growing, maturing and learning more about you.  Beautiful Lilies and Gerber daisies, brilliant in color, a gift from the one I love.  Everywhere my eyes gaze, I can choose to see beauty - when I purposefully look for it.

You were there in the very BEGINNING; you are the beginning and the end.  You created everything beautiful right from the start.  The mountains and valleys, the moon and the stars, gorgeous sunrises and sunsets. All of nature shouts of your beautiful handiwork.
Lord, you are the ultimate BESTOWER, making my treasure chest full and flowing over with BLESSINGS from your hand. 

To think about you, thinking about me, when you are in charge of the whole Universe and everything in it; my mind can not comprehend the magnitude of a BIG God, bending down in concern for little me.  I remember the day when:

Calamity struck - my world turned upside down -  sudden darkness engulfed me
my day turned black as night.  I felt...
helpless
lost
lonely
broken
and confused... not knowing what to do.
I cried out to you in my anguish, and you - the GOD of the Universe, reached down into my little world to comfort me and to let me know you were there.  You changed everything, one moment at a time. 
You breathed the BREATH of life back into this worn out and weary soul.

You were the very BRIDGE I crossed over, from death back to life.  I chose to believe!  You are the Son that God sent to redeem us from our sin. I chose to repent and turn around.  I am forever thankful! 
You have been forever faithful!

That day, I chose to set my heart and mind on you. I chose to believe what you have to say and to believe who you are.  I chose to stay the course...no matter what.  I chose to make you my BOUNDARY LINE.   You have been the BEST decision of my life.  Every day when I awake, I choose you again.

You are BOUNTIFUL in all your loving ways.
 
Jesus, I'm so glad I gazed upon you today!